Why is it that i am not able to click with my peers at work? Do you guys always have to sulk and sigh when you dont like what you see? Why cant you at least give me some encouragement or enlighten me a little.. Sheeks.. I know i havent been working alot lately ever since school started, but cant you see that im trying my very best to make you guys happy?

Maybe i am just too non versatile.. Ive been working for 6 months and i cant even handle slams.. I cant make a quality drink and i am still confused.. Someone please help me.. I am really slow and sometimes you pple juz dont understand..

Dont get me wrong.. I love the crew.. You guys are fun loving pple and i love chilling out with ya all but.. When it comes to work, we juz cant click.. It's like as if ive been brought down.. Yes, i am disappointed with myself abt that but please dont make it worse for me coz i am trying very hard.. I juz dont understand why im not able to laugh, joke and goof around with my seniors at work.. Everyone's so serious that it becomes scary.. *Shrugs*


Anyway.. *Toot* my past entries.. *Toot* my old life coz ive decided to look forward and not look back.. But then, it doesnt mean that my crap would stop.. heh.. Im over and done with my past life and im never gonna regret that.. If you guys must know, yepz i got over the guy.. YippeEe! Free at last.. hAha.. =D

Am so tired.. Exams tml.. Gonna die big time.. urGhh!!

But then again.. The holz are coming! Woo!

Why is it that i am not able to click with my peers at work? Do you guys always have to sulk and sigh when you dont like what you see? Why cant you at least give me some encouragement or enlighten me a little.. Sheeks.. I know i havent been working alot lately ever since school started, but cant you see that im trying my very best to make you guys happy?

Maybe i am just too non versatile.. Ive been working for 6 months and i cant even handle slams.. I cant make a quality drink and i am still confused.. Someone please help me.. I am really slow and sometimes you pple juz dont understand..

Dont get me wrong.. I love the crew.. You guys are fun loving pple and i love chilling out with ya all but.. When it comes to work, we juz cant click.. It's like as if ive been brought down.. Yes, i am disappointed with myself abt that but please dont make it worse for me coz i am trying very hard.. I juz dont understand why im not able to laugh, joke and goof around with my seniors at work.. Everyone's so serious that it becomes scary.. *Shrugs*


Anyway.. *Toot* my past entries.. *Toot* my old life coz ive decided to look forward and not look back.. But then, it doesnt mean that my crap would stop.. heh.. Im over and done with my past life and im never gonna regret that.. If you guys must know, yepz i got over the guy.. YippeEe! Free at last.. hAha.. =D

Am so tired.. Exams tml.. Gonna die big time.. urGhh!!

But then again.. The holz are coming! Woo!